20060918

Broken

by Beth

Please don’t let things work out the way I think they did. I know I asked for a sign, but I don’t think I am strong enough for this right now. He can sleep with anyone, but please not her. Why does it feel like my heart is breaking again? Why didn’t I leave first? Why is it that I don’t want to know, but I do?

6S

Beth prefers to remain anonymous.

7 comments:

maestro said...

You're all too human, dear Beth. Just like the rest of us.

beth said...

i know, maestro. i know. it just never seems to get any easier. : ) i guess that is why all this stuff makes us stronger in the end.

carolyn said...

This is my favorite one so far. This one really resonates.

Anonymous said...

Not knowing is better. Trust me.

Mike said...

Better to know, then move on.

beth said...

see, i'm torn. part of me wants to know so, i am 'prepared' - the thought of being 'blind-sided' by such information makes me sick to my stomach. to be honest, i just want to stop being concerned either way, but we work together. yea. lol what can i say, i'm a work in progress!

Kimi said...

Hey Beth,

That really struck a chord. The human spirit is so resilient, yet so delicate. Relationships never fail to show us that.

Thanks for the emotion.